83. Lindsay Lohan's Blurty -- Entries
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Lindsay Lohan's Blurty Entries entries friends calendar Lindsay Lohan website .:get a clue:. userinfo blurty userinfo calendar blurty calendar ...and im sorry if my heart breaking ruined your day... mood depressed music unwell~matchbox 20 you know, im about to go back to Long Island, Angel's coming with me. she feel's really bad, but she doesn't have to.
im just gonna give up. because i try so hard, and it doesn't work. i'm just gonna spill this all out.
i went out with Aaron once before, for a couple months, and it was great, but then we got to the point where we hardly got to see each other, so we broke up. I liked him SO much before we went out, while we were going out and after we went out. yes i still like him. and more then before. so i sat there while he had his thing with Kaci, and i saw him get his heartbroken by her. and i wanted to help him, but there wasn't much i could do. the only person who knew how i felt about him was Angel, and she was the one who sat there with me while i cried about it. because obviously he doesn't want me anymore. and i just need to face that, and get over him, easier send then done right? well i've tried to get over him, but it just doesn't work. it really doesn't. so i guess theres just no use to try anymore...*wipes a few tears from my face* it's just hard to sit there, and let my heart be played with. and he doesn't even realize that im sitting in front of him and my hearts breaking. *frowns*
so im going home, i think i need to. it'll be better for me, i'll miss Aaron, i really will. but yeah. i talked to my mom and i was crying, and she told me she'd get me a flight out asap, and she'll pick Angel and I up from the airport when we get in. she told me Angel is more then welcome to stay as long as she wants. and yeah. | |
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